Dying Young

“…He made him wake. He ordered him to eat
my heart. He ate my burning heart. He ate it
submissively, as if afraid as LOVE wept.”

Frank Bidar

They gave me an apple to remind me
of death. I know that cities telegraph
asking for kerosene. The veil I saw flying
fell in the desert.

—The End of The World

I love 1995

Even if I now saw you

Only once,

I would long for you

Through worlds,

Worlds.

-Izumi Shikibu

a blessed disease I'd laugh at you dementia

"I loved you. I was a pentapod monster, but I loved you. I was despicable and brutal, and turpid, and everything, mais je t’aimais, je t’aimais.

I am dreaming of us. I am dreaming of us at sea. I am dreaming of us at the edge of the sea. I am dreaming of us on a cliff at the edge of the sea. I am dreaming of us on a cliff at the edge of the sea and I am begging you to throw me the fuck off












Demonstrate value
Engage physically
Nurture dependence
Neglect emotionally
Inspire hope
Separate entirely